thanks MS.ESTHER

y'day , i was not feeling well ... yet, due to my duty ... i have to work on y'day ...
so, i went to work ... while i reach the place that i work , i feel cold and started to flu...
another promoter same like me also not getting well too.. so we decided go to canteen to take a nap ... after 45 minutes i start feel more cold... i went to look for my mum to tell her i was fall into sick ...
my mom's friend so kindly to lend a jacket to me ... thx ...

after i getting feeling better , i go to my place to work... today, i was satisfied of my sales... thx those customers buy wine & those aunties promoter help me to serve customers... after 7 o'clock i was send a msg to miss esther tell her that i hope to get home early , due to sick... at the end she allow me to get home early, thx...

my dad was come to fetch me back , thx dad... because of me , make u can't sing a song on the stage. sry dad & mom ... because of me , my mom have to get home early too... dear, actually i really don't like to sick ... i have to work , cause i have no money to use if i without work... i believe that no people like to work as i too ... yet, we have no choice...

dear, i know u worry me, pity of me have to work ... thx dear, i knew that u love me too... all of this i also know it... thx dear... but i dislike the way u said about me , sometime... cause i'm not that kind of person that u mention ...

**alone**

i'm a person who always alone ... alone in this new college's life .. alone in this group ... alone in COco ... ( table tennis) alone in the new group for assignments ... really dislike my college life now !!!

should i voice out what did i dislike the person ? no , right ? i shouldn't ... although i really dislike her ... but she still is my classmate ... thus, i can't do anything ...

today i'm off for class ... *monday* so i free to read my dear friends' blog ... i guess them good in english than me ... i guess that i'm a loser in languege... my malay & english also not really good ...

sometime i scared to speak with english ... coz i knew i poor in english ... my last sem final test result will release soon... i have a bit affair ... i scared to resit for any subjects... in my heart i knew that i had did badly in my ADD MATH subject call as *BS* i know that i have to resit , yet i still hope that i won't ...

i found a new target to work right now ... i have to fight while i'm working ... to hit my target ... i don't want to be last time ... scared this & that ... i wanna be stronger ... XD ... don't want let the other aunites promoter bully once again ...

生病时的白面包...

白面包总是再我们生病时才会让我们想起它是很美味的.
算一算我已经吃了三天的白面包...
可是我的病还没好... 还是一样... 虽然我常和我身边关心我的人说我没事,
我有好一点. 但在下一秒我却很辛苦... 这几天我都辗转难眠...
有好几次我都从梦中惊醒... 要不就是从痛苦中醒来...

虽然我今天早晨10.30在我的"鱼老"关怀备至下陪我去*看医生*...
医生说没大碍,多休息就会好要按时吃药...*这都是惯例的话*
看完了医生,我的*鱼老*很疼爱我的买了了椰子水给我... 谢谢...
可是... 可是到了现在9.50我还是觉得很痛... 嗐... 很惨哦...

my dear yu lou ar ~

please , u don't often say me angry with you ... sometime i really didn't ... yet u love to say so ... make me feel like , who angry who now ? you always say is me angry you , in fact is you angry me not ME !!! haiz ... i want sigh ...
i don't why you always say so ? what make you say so ? don't be so small gas ... i don't know what should i blog now ... because i really not feeling well , don't know can i work at tomorrow ? i very suffer now !!! yet i can't go to look for doctor because i knew if i go now ... the doctor will double changer me ... haiz ... sigh again ~
now i can't speak , scared fall into sleep because i knew if i asleep while i'm awake my ill will become more serious ~ haiz ... miss dear u .. but u didn't come to look for me , due to u tired from work ... i DIDN'T angry ... na na ... don't say it again ... i know u tired , thus i didn't angry you ... really miss you ... want hug u till i asleep ...

**sIcK**

gal gal sick liao

don't know since when i get sick... so pity right now ... yet, my dear so lovingly take care of me...
so yesterday i stay at his house till now ... thus, now i using his computer to update my blog ... now i waiting for him to take bath go to work and send me get home while he on the way to work...
today is the 1st day of *HARI RAYA* ... i wish the malay people ~SELAMAT HARI RAYA~ o ...

yeye remember get more & more green pao then get back to college treat me eat mum mum ...
XD ...

yeye is a person that i knew him from my college ... he was same class with me now ... erm ... he is a repeat student, he quite nice la ... always joke with me & my frens ... oh ya , he don't believe that i same age with him & bigger than him due to month that i born ... XD ...

2008.09.15...

early in the morning i was get up ... i felt scared ... i recall back that day i was sit for BS exam ... i felt scared & affair i will fail it ... this kind of feeling i don't know how to describe it ... i not even ever have this feeling before, till that day (2008.09.13) . i have tried to call myself claim down to study it again & again ... at the end i fail it ... till i sit for the exam all formula i forgot it ... this kind of bad dream keep on look for me when i am alone ...


until noon i chat with my friends , some is long time didn't chat even meet them ... i get to know them as well as their can . yet, some feel up set ... due to LOVE ... i hope them can get the happiness soon... without THEM *bad guy* ... and try to look for another good guys for themselves ...


i have date *ann* & *foo* drink tea at night... ann was not happy today ... i have asked her why was she moody? yet, ann didn't answer me ... she said i will tell you one day... ann , although i don't know what had had happened to you. i wish you can be happy always... i knew u was strong enough, but if have anything you might not be able to bear it you can share it with me ... yen always be here when you needed a friend ...

i got my P license

Hehe ... i'm so happy because now i'm a driver ... wakaka ... i got my P license ... but i still can't drive to far away from my home .. my dad said that i'm a dangerous driver ... never mind ... cause practise can make perfect ... give me sometime to practise sure i can be a good driver ... right ? hehe...
soon i will become the gal as the picture show ... haha ...

Gal gal not happy .. dunno y ... haiz ... today go *gai gai* with dear at 1U ... erm ... around 3 pm raining le ... then my mood turn into bad mood ... haiz ... somemore hungry now ... i still hvn't take my dinner ... dear already went out *yam cha* with his friends... haiz...

p.s 1 gaigai= shopping
2 yam cha = drink tea

that's all for today... 22.8.2008

yam cha with primary school-mate

today hang out with nelson , sue ann , qian

fung , wei sheng & bing sun YAM

CHA at noon ...

miss him *nelson* !!! seem he chinese new year went

back to malacca study ,

till now i only meet him !!!

quite miss him , his was my best fren o !!!

him & i hv quarrel be4 ...

till i was from 3 we started to be fren again ...

since last year we vy close as * boy fren & gal fren * ...

haha ...

actually we just a normal fren , yet his & mind fren tot

us were PAK TUO ...

heheh ...

we will be best fren eternally ...

and now he hv gal fren lo , it is ipoh gal ...

heheh ...

i wish them can last longer o !!!

nelson , i still waiting u bring ur *gf * to meet us ,

primary school-mates ...

heheh ....

take k my fren ~

24.4.2008

d3@r & m3

i was pass my *undang* test ...

heheh ...

i'm quite happy that i can pass it ...

coz i tot i hv to resit it ...

due to i didn't finish study it ...

i was scared while i'm on the way to test ...

i was telling uncle , i just used a day to study ...

so i hv no confidence to pass it ...



while uncle heard i say this , he was scolding me ...

y would u call me to apply the test on today ?!

u should study it till finish ...

i'm answering uncle if today i didn't do the test ,

don't know until when i'll study it & test it ...



so , uncle trust me that i can pass it ...

thx uncle ...

i did it ... with 45 marks ...

heheh ...



yet , at night i was get sick again ...

i hate it ...

dear * coffee* was come & accompany me ...

heheh ...

dear i knew u was bothering by the exam ...

take it easy , coz i believe in u ...

sure u can do it as well as u can ...

blek ^^

DAMN u !!!

lol .. i heard my mom said those not brain people how to bully her ...
last warning !!!
if u dare to call ur husband to beat my mom , i will SCOLD u ...
pls!!! use ur useless brain to think it !!!
will my mom did kinda things to u ?!
useless ppl !!!
if let me know , u r still bullying my mom , i will scold u till GAO GAO !!!
dun tot that u r older than me , i hv no dare to scold u !!!
BA PO !!!

i was attend KPP of L license ...

16.04.08

that i was attend the *KPP* class ...
it was the funny day for me ...
i hv met a gal , who same with me that wanna get L license ...
i was promise her next wed will take the text with her ...

early in the morning , i just drinking a cup of oat n attend the class ...
erm .. the instructor was so funny ...
i knew him teaching this way just because of dun wan let us feel sleepy & bored in his class ...
i thinking that he quite suitable to be an artiste .. coz he is very artistic ...
hehe , make those students laugh at class while with him ...
5 hours ... we sited at the class more than 5 hours !!!
at the noon we starting get bored in the class ...

oh ya , instructor was observe hv two students hisap DADAH in the male toilet ...
actually we knew who were the two students ...
they were wearing white shirt to attend the class ...
during the class they were going out for half an hour ...
instructor was annoyed them , telling us he felt like wanna cancel they name in the list ..
at the end , of course NO ... hehe ...

vincci shoes ...

hv to say sry to ann 1st ..
sry ann .. i hv call u help me to correct my english ...
yet , this few days i didn't update my blog ...
sry ..

this few days i feel tired to work , some more my *auntie* come n visit me ...
since the 1st day i started my work , i saw the vincci shoes ...
i likt the most ....
but i scared it not suit for me ... coz the heel too high ...
haha ...
i hv ask all my fren , i like the shoes should i buy it ?

till the moment i hv decided to buy ...
i rush to maluri jusco vince shop ...
unfortunate the shoes of the colour that i like the most hv no my size ...
sad ...

wu wu .. wu .. wuwu.. wu u..
i want the shoes a !!!
my fren suggestion me to go to other outlet buy it ...
should i go to take a look at other outlet ?

oh ya , *coffee* suddenly announced that wanna take me to his space take dinner with his family ...
scared me le ...
haha ...
maybe he just kidding ...

yam cha with airwolf & ann

lol ... airwolf ah ... can u drive faster a bit ...
sit at ur car really sien sei lo ...
lol ...
sien ... this is wat i got , everytime go out with u ...
haiz ...

wolf , everytime we met up sure ur style were change .
yet , u attitude never change since i know u till now ...
u also same attitude ...

haha ... quite funny lo , the waiter ...
seem like hvn't awake ...
ann take order , the waiter look to me & reply ..
seem like is me take order to him ... twice ...
"haha ... laugh till enough 1st ... haha ..."
after that he send wrong drink to wolf lo ...
haha ... i recall back air wolf take order to him ...
funny ...

*coffee* ... i hv try my best not to look at u...
but i can't ... dunno y ...
everytime when i 'm free , the 1st person in my mind is u ...
i hate myself now ...
i dunno this time , how long do i take to forget u ...

a bothered day for me ...

cried at noon , coz my frens mention about *coffee* again ...
chat with ann at the whole afternoon ...
i'm recall back when i was knew ann
while me chat with ann on the phone ...
at that time i knew many frens ...
suddenly miss them ... dunno how r them recently ...
coz i hv long time didn't meet them ...

i hv received offered letter from TAR C ...
should i feel happy ? or sad ...
happy coz tar c offered me ,
sad coz will meet him up at TAR C ...
i dunno wether him hv read my blog at msn or not ...
yet , since noon he didn't reply me at msn ...
never mind , coz all the things is the time to end ...

haha ... i want jealous my dear , joey's blog ...
because of dear's blog pretty than mine ...
hehe ... dear , u know how to do , ho ?
heheh...