Monday, September 15, 2008

2008.09.15...

early in the morning i was get up ... i felt scared ... i recall back that day i was sit for BS exam ... i felt scared & affair i will fail it ... this kind of feeling i don't know how to describe it ... i not even ever have this feeling before, till that day (2008.09.13) . i have tried to call myself claim down to study it again & again ... at the end i fail it ... till i sit for the exam all formula i forgot it ... this kind of bad dream keep on look for me when i am alone ...


until noon i chat with my friends , some is long time didn't chat even meet them ... i get to know them as well as their can . yet, some feel up set ... due to LOVE ... i hope them can get the happiness soon... without THEM *bad guy* ... and try to look for another good guys for themselves ...


i have date *ann* & *foo* drink tea at night... ann was not happy today ... i have asked her why was she moody? yet, ann didn't answer me ... she said i will tell you one day... ann , although i don't know what had had happened to you. i wish you can be happy always... i knew u was strong enough, but if have anything you might not be able to bear it you can share it with me ... yen always be here when you needed a friend ...