thanks MS.ESTHER

y'day , i was not feeling well ... yet, due to my duty ... i have to work on y'day ...
so, i went to work ... while i reach the place that i work , i feel cold and started to flu...
another promoter same like me also not getting well too.. so we decided go to canteen to take a nap ... after 45 minutes i start feel more cold... i went to look for my mum to tell her i was fall into sick ...
my mom's friend so kindly to lend a jacket to me ... thx ...

after i getting feeling better , i go to my place to work... today, i was satisfied of my sales... thx those customers buy wine & those aunties promoter help me to serve customers... after 7 o'clock i was send a msg to miss esther tell her that i hope to get home early , due to sick... at the end she allow me to get home early, thx...

my dad was come to fetch me back , thx dad... because of me , make u can't sing a song on the stage. sry dad & mom ... because of me , my mom have to get home early too... dear, actually i really don't like to sick ... i have to work , cause i have no money to use if i without work... i believe that no people like to work as i too ... yet, we have no choice...

dear, i know u worry me, pity of me have to work ... thx dear, i knew that u love me too... all of this i also know it... thx dear... but i dislike the way u said about me , sometime... cause i'm not that kind of person that u mention ...

**alone**

i'm a person who always alone ... alone in this new college's life .. alone in this group ... alone in COco ... ( table tennis) alone in the new group for assignments ... really dislike my college life now !!!

should i voice out what did i dislike the person ? no , right ? i shouldn't ... although i really dislike her ... but she still is my classmate ... thus, i can't do anything ...

today i'm off for class ... *monday* so i free to read my dear friends' blog ... i guess them good in english than me ... i guess that i'm a loser in languege... my malay & english also not really good ...

sometime i scared to speak with english ... coz i knew i poor in english ... my last sem final test result will release soon... i have a bit affair ... i scared to resit for any subjects... in my heart i knew that i had did badly in my ADD MATH subject call as *BS* i know that i have to resit , yet i still hope that i won't ...

i found a new target to work right now ... i have to fight while i'm working ... to hit my target ... i don't want to be last time ... scared this & that ... i wanna be stronger ... XD ... don't want let the other aunites promoter bully once again ...

生病时的白面包...

白面包总是再我们生病时才会让我们想起它是很美味的.
算一算我已经吃了三天的白面包...
可是我的病还没好... 还是一样... 虽然我常和我身边关心我的人说我没事,
我有好一点. 但在下一秒我却很辛苦... 这几天我都辗转难眠...
有好几次我都从梦中惊醒... 要不就是从痛苦中醒来...

虽然我今天早晨10.30在我的"鱼老"关怀备至下陪我去*看医生*...
医生说没大碍,多休息就会好要按时吃药...*这都是惯例的话*
看完了医生,我的*鱼老*很疼爱我的买了了椰子水给我... 谢谢...
可是... 可是到了现在9.50我还是觉得很痛... 嗐... 很惨哦...

my dear yu lou ar ~

please , u don't often say me angry with you ... sometime i really didn't ... yet u love to say so ... make me feel like , who angry who now ? you always say is me angry you , in fact is you angry me not ME !!! haiz ... i want sigh ...
i don't why you always say so ? what make you say so ? don't be so small gas ... i don't know what should i blog now ... because i really not feeling well , don't know can i work at tomorrow ? i very suffer now !!! yet i can't go to look for doctor because i knew if i go now ... the doctor will double changer me ... haiz ... sigh again ~
now i can't speak , scared fall into sleep because i knew if i asleep while i'm awake my ill will become more serious ~ haiz ... miss dear u .. but u didn't come to look for me , due to u tired from work ... i DIDN'T angry ... na na ... don't say it again ... i know u tired , thus i didn't angry you ... really miss you ... want hug u till i asleep ...

**sIcK**

gal gal sick liao

don't know since when i get sick... so pity right now ... yet, my dear so lovingly take care of me...
so yesterday i stay at his house till now ... thus, now i using his computer to update my blog ... now i waiting for him to take bath go to work and send me get home while he on the way to work...
today is the 1st day of *HARI RAYA* ... i wish the malay people ~SELAMAT HARI RAYA~ o ...

yeye remember get more & more green pao then get back to college treat me eat mum mum ...
XD ...

yeye is a person that i knew him from my college ... he was same class with me now ... erm ... he is a repeat student, he quite nice la ... always joke with me & my frens ... oh ya , he don't believe that i same age with him & bigger than him due to month that i born ... XD ...