528...

我还是做了不该做的东西~
但, 我的心很踏实...
我把不属于我的东西, 给还回了...

对与你,我想就像- JJ 林俊杰的歌吧...

林俊杰 - 我还想她

泪水 将我淹没 到底谁该难过
究竟 是谁放掉 这段感情
我才终于明白 办不到的承诺 就成了枷锁
现实中 幸福永远缺货

请告诉她 我不爱她 笑着难过 自我惩罚
想终止这一切挣扎 横了心说真心谎花
别告诉她 我还想她 恨总比爱容易放下
当泪水堵住了胸口 就让沉默 代替所有回答

我才终于明白 办不到的承诺 就成了枷锁
现实中 幸福永远缺货

请告诉她 我不爱她 笑着难过 自我惩罚
想终止这一切挣扎 横了心说真心谎花
别告诉她 我还想她 恨总比爱容易放下
当泪水堵住了胸口 就让沉默 代替所有回答

我不爱 我不痛 我不懂
我的心早已掏空 真心话 言不由衷

请告诉她 我不爱她 笑着难过 自我惩罚
想终止这一切挣扎 横了心说真心谎花
别告诉她 我还想她 恨总比爱容易放下
当泪水堵住了胸口 就让沉默 代替所有回答

别告诉她 我还想她
就让沉默 代替所有回答

原来我不曾放开过

我不曾放开"你" ...
我只是很努力,很用力的去把"你"漠视 ...

曾经,我以为我不去想,不去理会"你"...
我会很好过, 我会把你慢慢遗忘 ...

但, "你"已种在我心上 ...
再也拔不掉 ...

慢慢的,我不再提起"你" ...

提起"你"只会让我很悲伤 ...

因为"你", 我学着"坚强" ...

表面上"坚强"的我, 渐渐忘了...

真实的我是很"脆弱" 的 ...

我忘了, 这六年的我是怎样过的 ...
我"脆弱" 的, 否定"你" 的存在 ...
自以为是的过的很好, 但从此以后再也没有人能走进我的"心"...

a part of my past ~ about him ~

haha~ i miss the time we past together ~ in year 2007 ~

yup is u * hanazawa rui* hahah ~

suddenly think about u ~ ^^,

miss the moment we spent together ~

i was read back the comments u sent to me last time ~

it's sweet enough ~ ^^,

although it is an empty promise between us ~

but i really did to treasure it last time ~

i miss the moment be4 u went to london studies ~

that time i really thought u r my one till the end ~ ^^,

u hv taught me a lot ~

thanks for giving me those sweet memories ~ ^^.

but so sad is we didn't have a change to capture picture be4 ~

thank you my friends ~

my heart always full of u all ~

thank you my friends for never give me up ~

always give me a hand while i need u all ~

i do my best to promise u all ~

i'll always smiling there whenever u all was here for me ~

i like u all ~ be'coz of u all, it let me feel that i was not alone ~

now it's the time to let me awake ~

i can't be continues like this ~

n i tired to be like this ~

maybe i was lost now ~

but i know, TIME will bring me to the right way ~

yup, i'm tender at the moment ~

i need someone stand at my side give me a big warn hug ~

telling me that i'm not alone ~

to give me energy to keep walking ~

if someone do ~

but in my side i wish that i can be alone right now ~

to cure my own wound ~

till the day, the moment ~

i can smile like last time ~

n telling u guys, yen is be back !