这一刻

在这一刻我无言了 ...


有太多委屈藏在心中...
原来 ... 我不提,不说,不想 ...


并不代表我不痛 ... (心痛) ..
并不代表我不伤 ... (心伤) ..


只是, 我选择了隐藏 ...


如果, 某天有人无意间提起了 ...
伤口, 就像不小心的被撕裂了 ...


痛, 就会源源不绝的涌出 ...
泪, 就会自动默默流不停 ...


我的心对我说 ...


对于"家", 它累了 ...
对于"家", 它心淡了 ...

back to a cage ...

well, i was having a long leave with unpaid for a half month long ...
due to having a final year exam for my degree in year 2  ....
hence, i apply it to stay at home studies ...

time pass so fast,
it make me feel like i had done nothing,
and now, is time for me to back to work ...

but, it follow by an unwilling heart feeling to back to work ...

according by the original plan,
i should submit a resigned letter while i back ...

yet, i failed ...
because i can't get a job be4 i back to work ...
now, the job, the work place, seem like a cage to me ....
colleague, it seem like unfriendly member for me ...

i was envious of my friend's colleague...
because, their seem like living in a big family while their work...
unlike me ...

without a reason ...
my mood being down while i'm home ...
suddenly feel like i wish someone to stay beside me ...
supporting me, give me a big warm hug...
and said to me, u r not alone ...
i'm here to be your haven ...

am i too lonely ?

maybe the answer is yes ...

or maybe i just wishing someone is know me ...

because, me, i, myself also don't know who am i ...