sometime

sometime ...

what are you want is not what are you got at the end ...

mankind is very tender ...

we can't accept the true facts ...

so we keep on lying to others even our own self ...

sometime it may good for us, and it may bring the worse to us sometime ...

please, step forward to accept it ...

while u move out to the next step, at the same time u already successful ...

if you never step it out & try, you will never know do it work or not ...

please, step out to look for your answer ..

because the answer never walk out to your side & show you,

if you never search for it by yourself ...

negative view point of mine ~

1st for all ...

i being emo recently..

i feel like wanna run away for all ...

i don't know what am i doing now ...

being tired for it ...

unhappy feel come all the way ...

feel like i'm such a loser ...

this is all that not what i want ~

i can't be positive ...

i can't make it change ...

no matter how hard i try it ...

i fail to work it out ...

i don't talk ... keep complain on it ..

unhappy ... negative ...

emo .. going to be not okay ...

is it this is what i want ?!

i don't know ...

i always question to myself ...

i wanna run , i want quit ...

but next minutes i try ask myself ..

are you going to give it up ...

why not you try to challenge it ..

i'm not happy at all ..

even on the way to work, i will keep on thinking ...

can i get back? i wanna back ...

i don't want to work ...

can i escape it ...

what for i work like this ...

make myself being so suffer ...

why others always think that is not a big deal ?

why they don't want to try hard to make it become better ?

why they don't want to solve the problem till the problem rolled till it become serious?

why they can step on the same place till 10yrs ++..

and not even try to step it out to become better ?

that were a lot of question from my heart ...

is it i'm the one who think of it ?

is it i'm the one who greedy ?

greedy to become more and more better in my future...