ten days past ~

here was 10 days ago ...

i cant keep myself a promised to don't miss u or even think about you,

while my mind was free ...

i knew that i'm such a loser in this field ....

no matter how hard i did it ...

i still do to miss u in every moment every single minute...

i can't stop it ...

i still think a lot of you ... all my mind were you...

today was 24th of march ...

24 is the date that was meaning full for me ...

i guess u sure forget it ...

now i just want a message from you that telling me,

you are not longer my chao chao ...

i will set you free ...

become like old time ...

a best friend of mine ...

hang out chit chat, telling each other, and sharing...

just like an old friend...

not more than that ...

i'm waiting ...

waiting the message ...

waiting the heart dead moment...

and it come alive again ...

RealizeD ..

The End ...

finally reached to this ...

there is hopeless for me ...

and i was always there to knew that..

just i, myself dun wan admit it ~

till the moment, i forced myself to accept it...

accept the fact that it was happened...

no matter what, the answer wasn't change...

now i RealizeD it's true happening now ...

pain, wound already there to remind and provided ...

when it cured, it become past.

i waiting the time to let it become past ~

*smiling*

yet, in my smile still hiding a pain there ~

just no one notice it ~

so i let it keep on silence...